This is taking forever. I am liking the outcome though :)

I think I over did my make-up.  

But I never feel like I look 20. I always feel like I look 15 and heavy make-up is the only way to make myself look my age. Its so frustrating when I see girls who are 16, 17, 18 and they look and act like they are 23 or something. I always feel immature, even more so compared to someone like that.

And no matter what hair cut I get, or make-up or clothes I put on, I don’t think I ever look like I feel I should.

Ughghg…Lots of rants lately.

I feel so sluggish lately. Like I can’t back into school at all. I go to class and I do my work, but once I am home all I want to do is lay around doing nothing. Watch some netflix, play some sims, browse the internet. I have 100 origami units due wednesday, so far, Ive made like 9. I was suppose to do a sketch for my drawing class yesterday. Didn’t do it. I didn’t even go to class yesterday because I wasn’t feeling well.

What. is. wrong. with. me.

Two months ago I wanted nothing more than to have studio classes and to get done with my general ed classes. Now I have studio classes, and I like them a lot, but I just cant swing back into actually doing work outside of class.

My sleeping schedule is all fucked up. Its 11am now, I’ve been up since 4pm yesterday. I don’t have class until 6pm tonight, but I wanted to use daytime to get those origami done and work on my drawing homework.

but fucking ughkldf.

Subeta rant under cut.

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Haircut time. I love it.

lol my face looks kind of gross.